Where would you go with a lasso? [12.22.09 @ 10.34 pm] early__bird [ music | Phoenix ] My thoughts have been heavy this break. I keep them to myself although I would like to talk to someone. I want to talk to Jonathan but I feel like I would get no help. Maybe not that i wouldn't get help from him, but that I can't help myself. I just want to be happy again like I was before everything started crashing around me. I hate the person that I am now. I'm easily aggravated. I'm angry. I'm sad. I can control my emotions better now, but negative thoughts fill my head more often than positive ones. The other day I wanted to talk to Nikki and Jonathan both about this. They both know that I'm not as happy as I once was. I feel frightened and antsy and I can't relieve my stress easily. I just want happiness like everyone else. Why can't I have it? read 0 ; comment

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